- Hayet Bell
Eye's Poetry | I die before I die...
With the difficulties in the world, Hayet Bell turns to a familiar place for inspiration, support and comfort. For only divine justice can heal the soul...

I die time after time before i die
Knowing there who I would see
Oh Lord of souls....
Souls have made a covenant with you
That our Lord is only one
Creator of whole creation
Souls are a mystery
Knowing who i will call and recall
Only your name will ever last, never lost, the everlasting
My hope is as big as the creation of the universe
From so much you give me
But only count on your mercy
I trust your justice it heals my soul
And in your love i created that hope
And my heart never despairs
As I have faith in your divine justice
This is where i stand where hope has all
Your love and mercy
You sent my soul to a perfect body
Where perfection of arts and designs
Is of my Lord's nature a dot in your preserved tablet
I travelled all the way in an amazing journey
To learn about your existence
And you sent messengers to remind me
Angels to protect me
And you made the day a new day for me
And the night a short death to alarm me
You set a time where I can see my present and past,
And continuity to you holder of future
Oh the Compassionate and Almighty
You stand behind time so you can watch me
My Lord is a joyous love and unique God
My lord you know my heart as you always lived there
The alive never dies, in every beat in your name
The most gracious the most merciful
Our meeting place when we speak in joy's and sorrow
That place darkens when i am far from you
I leave in sin and comeback in repentance
My heart bows in pain seeking your forgiveness
And dying in your remembrance
I searched for ways and ways how to love you
In innocence...in ignorrance,but only
I sin...i repent believing in you
I kneel...i prostate i cry and say i love you
More than my mother, than my father and my children they all from you
I prayed in the stillness of the night
Competing with those who are praying in that very hour
Humbling myself to raise my prayers
You gifted me forever with your love
Which never die from here to the hereafter
My heart never lied to me about you lord
It's time to try better
As it's only a matter of time to meet you
Every day I die to see you
My soul and self their state is different day to day
Sometimes they agree and sometimes they disagree
Lord, only in disagreement that they fall in weakness,
Then strengthen in repentance
A great feeling a rebirth, causes the soul and self
To be one to the only one
You taught me that sin is for repentance
That repentance is for forgiveness
And love is for your sake, and that life is a test for heaven
And patience is a door to the hereafter
And happiness is a route to your destination